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waikiki superstaaaaaaaaaaaar!   
09:57pm 29/12/2002
  no, this is not ate guy's soap on ch.2. i'm talking about this movie that they showed last xxx-mas eve on hbo. it starred this comedienne named molly shannon as a high school weirdo with a big pangarap to be nora aunor- i mean to be a star. yoko nga kwento basta you have to see it. super funny! it's like a chaning carlos film from the early 80's. senseless pero may cultural value. speaking of senseless, at long last napanood ko na ng full length ang classic 1980 film ni elwood perez....... ang WAIKIKI!hindi mapapantayan ang pag-ganap ni alicia alonzo as the kawawang mother. pero the real stars are ravishing rio, alluring alma and lustful lorna! ummm, favorite ko si ate rio kse sya yun pinaka-kitschy. matino bang tumakbo ka sa kalye wearing pek-pek shorts in silk? pero nabigyan nya yun ng conviction. saludo ako sayo rio locsin. bongga ka. yun climax ng movie eh very sunflower by vittorio de sica. yun yung pineapple scene with alicia and raoul aragon(crush ko yan nung bata ako, next to greggy liwag)sa pinyahan. the title track is so moogy na i doubt it kung magagawa pa ngayon. i so love this film kaya nga ginawa kong e-mail address ko eh. sana they'll show it again on cinema one.  
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10:48pm 19/10/2002
  I FEEL BAD RIGHT NOW, SO JUST BEAR WITH ME: i woke up early today feeling so jubilant and overly excited because this someone was supposed to take me out. actually, i was taking him out. i reserved a table at my friend's resto for 2, brought some tapes for my walkman( 2 volumes of the saturday night fever o.s.t.)& prepared some quotes if ever i'll need them along the way."love is evol spelled back wards."
so i went to work with a big smile plastered on my face. my sourcing slash styling went well. super fast.no-brainer. peanuts. coupled with male models who came in for the go-see. wow. this is life.
then,i did the unfortunate task of texting him. guess what? CANCELED. "MY MUM WOULDN'T ALLOW ME TO GO OUT BECAUSE OF ALL THOSE BOMBINGS HAPPENING AROUND.NEXT TIME." i was like "I LOVE YOU, DAMN IT!" but, you know me- still poised and everything. so i grabbed the closes shirt that i can and pretended that i was dying to try it on. "oh,i think this would up my cuteness factor 'no?" when i got inside the fitting room, i started crying-quietly. it was like taking a piss little by little. no sound. "if you want to cry- cry. let it out." STUPID.'made me feel desperate! thought that that part of my life is so over. i never had a serious relationship-never.
HAD TOO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE,SO MUCH AFFECTION. the grand illusion. mirage. it was never there at the first place. maybe next year.
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11:39pm 17/10/2002
mood: happy
I FEEL LIKE A 16 YEAR-OLD RIGHT NOW. I'M BLUSHING FROM MY HEAD TO MY NECK(YOU WON'T SEE MY TOE NAMAN E).SUPER. ALL I DO NOW IS THINK ABOUT THIS BOY..............shit.in love na naman ako.times like this i need a juicy.gosh, i've been listening to roberta flack everyday. 'have to look for my old air supply tape.actually, pale fountains to death din ako.dba when your in-love corny ka? haay. wala lang(mich dulce is that you?). i wanna wear my old ruffled blouses again- reminiscent of the virginal sharon cuneta.feel like having chupa-chups dipped in coca cola(sarap yun). i bought pigeon pressed pow kanina.i'm dating him on saturday-ngek. feeling so petite these days.wanna go biking with him in ccp.saya-saya.it's like wearing a sanitary napkin na beltless.gusto ko everything in pink.SABEEEL! THIS MUST BE LOVE!!!I LOVE YOU .... WHOEVER YOU ARE.
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this is for kito   
09:18pm 16/10/2002
mood: curious

What are you doing the rest of your life?
North and south and east and west of your life?
I have only one request of your life
that you spend it all with me

All the seasons and the time of your days
All the nickels and the dimes of your days
Let the reasons and the rhymes of your days
all begin and end with me

I want to see your face in ev'ry kind of light
In fields of dawn and forests of the night
And when you stand before the candles on a cake
Oh, let me be the one to hear the silent wish you make!

Those tomorrows waiting deep in your eyes
In the world of love you keep in your eyes
I'll awaken what's asleep in your eyes
It may take a kiss or two!

Thru all of my life
Summer, winter, spring and fall of my life
All I ever will recall of my life
is all of my life with you!
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